Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Ask a question.

I was on MSN last night as i had nothing better to do and someone asked me this question and i got some odd answers when i asked other people so i am going to ask the same thing.
You can ask me one question and i promise to answer it truthfully.
Just to see what questions people come up with it can be qutie funny.
p.s nothing rude please.
xxx

Fending for our selves.

Last week my mother and father (that's a mid middle class LOL Wendy) went on holiday for the first time on their own. They went to Mexico, leaving behind myself, my twin brother and my older sister and her baby. Our first challenge was to cook a Sunday roast, now this seems simple to those of you out their who do this every weekend however for someone who hardly cooks this is a disaster waiting to happen. My sister put the chicken on, then her friends came round so she forgot about the dinner and left me to do it on my own. If it wasn't for my cousin steph, who popped round we would have had a fir up. LOL. She helped me with timing the dinner and told me how to cook roast potatoes. So she then went home, and I was left alone in the kitchen, and ended up making a alright roast dinner. It wasn't as good as my mum's but then food always tastes better when someone else is cooking.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Why?

well i just wanted to start this post with a scream, so here goes.....(before doing so checking with someone on msn how you scream writing down we came up with this conclusion.) AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH.... At the moment i feel so lonely. I mean i do have alot of people around me but they are friends or part of my strangly large family. There is one person in my life who i care for deeply and i don't think he knows how much i care for him. However i have to carry on day after day as if these feelings i am feeling are not true. Because of complications and how i have treated him in the past. I know this is a bit of a public place to write this sort of stuff but i need to express it somewhere .
I just need to ask why this sort of thing always seem to happen to me. I mean i find a really nice guy, then as i aways do i drive him away. so again it is time for another scream.................
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Anyway thanks for listening to me pouring my heart out on the internet hopefully the next time you look at my site i have came to my senses and deleted this post.Lol