Why?
well i just wanted to start this post with a scream, so here goes.....(before doing so checking with someone on msn how you scream writing down we came up with this conclusion.) AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH.... At the moment i feel so lonely. I mean i do have alot of people around me but they are friends or part of my strangly large family. There is one person in my life who i care for deeply and i don't think he knows how much i care for him. However i have to carry on day after day as if these feelings i am feeling are not true. Because of complications and how i have treated him in the past. I know this is a bit of a public place to write this sort of stuff but i need to express it somewhere .I just need to ask why this sort of thing always seem to happen to me. I mean i find a really nice guy, then as i aways do i drive him away. so again it is time for another scream.................
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Anyway thanks for listening to me pouring my heart out on the internet hopefully the next time you look at my site i have came to my senses and deleted this post.Lol
posted by Keeley @ 10:49 pm
5 Comments:
I hate it when people are lonely!
I did ask you if you wanted to come out for a coffee today with me and Josh L. but you just laughed at me lol.
Well i hope your problem gets sorted!
i hate boys...sorry flashback...to Pat Driscoll who I was in love with aged 8 when playing kiss-chase and I got my first kiss...Dricky (short for Pat Driscoll)was reported to be in love with me too...our relationship lasted 3 kiss-chase games, two tree climbs and a frog catching expedition...then summer was over and hearing other kids singing Rosanne & Dricky up a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G became a distant memory...one I have just thought of again 30 years later...sorry I have forgotten my point...perhaps there wasn't one...maybe i should have stayed with Dricky and we could have lived happily ever after but then I wouldn't be writing this now, with a lampshade on my head singing The Sun has got its Hat On...if onlys and whys are bubblegum for spies...I know u have never heard such wise words...I know
i no it's amazing how wise you words really are roz. lol
thanks...i no...the UN want me to sit in on some negotiations...they asked if I'd mind removing the lampshade from my head...I replied yes I do mind as we all have the right to wear a lampshade on our heads...they understood...another blow for lampshade wearers everywhere!!!!!
another odd answer from roz. You seem to have alot of them inside you they just flow out. lol
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