Is a blog really a diary?
Some have said that a blog is like a diary, what you write is for yourself and if others read it then thats a bonus. However i feel as if i can not really express myself on a blog. As i know that other people are reading it. This means that i can not write what is going on in my life. I mean i have some problems that i would love to just write down so i can get them off my chest .However some of them are things that i do not really wish to at this moment share with others. So i am going to share the problems i don't mind if others read.I feel as if i try too hard to be noticed and some times i feel whats the point because nobody recongizes me. For example i have been at my 6th form of a whole year and the head teacher doesnt even know my name, i mean she doesnt even remember i do drama and she goes on about our drama group all the time. Sometimes i feel as if i don't have a purpose. Don't get me wrong i love life and i don't want to come across depressed or anything because i am not it just certain things just get me down.
Well now thats off my chest i can move on and get on with my life. LOL. I sound like an old woman
posted by Keeley @ 3:55 pm
5 Comments:
i recognize you Keeley!
:0)
I think its true what you are saying Keeley...I don't really put everything on my blog either because of the whole other people reading it thing...so yeah its not really a diary...I suppose it might work if you remained anonymous and told no one you know about it but then the advice you would get or comments would be from strangers...and more than likely if you have problems you would want the advice from friends you trust ...its catch 22...although sometimes it is better to talk to someone who is more objective...like on advice forums/lines...so its swings and roundabouts...
Crikey...catch 22...swings and roundabouts...all fun and games...not...
But seriously...you are the best person to judge who you should share with and where to seek advice/support or whatever...you don't have to go to the same person for everything...like one friend might be ok to talk to about your problems with gas and another about your issues with imagining that you are a gnome...
FYI I am particularly skilled in dealing with locked in and out situations, issues relating to posting without a stamp, the sideaffects of too much caffeine, wearing shorts on the only day it rains in a heatwave and feeling particularly silly/stupid/foolish ...and possibley other less serious matters...if u need to chat...or if u need help finding other ways to share...
btw - I recognise u...I know u do drama...(u r running a drama workshop this summer for us)...I know u are a committed member of club, volunteer and friend to many...you like trying new things... you like the cans of lemonade at club....you stand up for what you believe...you love your dog...you have a fab sense of humour...you have a sore foot from your Birkenstocks...you are a proud auntie...you wish i would stop now...so i'm gonna...
Oh and that 'purpose' thing...if it wasn't for people like you and especially you...I could not have taken over from Dean at club...and kept running it...you are the backbone and a 'vital organ' of club...without your support and physical active participation & work the centre wouldn't have such a healty life ---the vital organ you are is probably the heart which reminds me of something from The Little Prince - it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is important it invisible to the eye(end of body analogy).
You know I think that your chosen path in life should be as a youthworker but I understand that teaching is something you want to explore and would be wonderful at...especially if it was part time so that you could do youthwork as well or even better be an 'educational youth worker' - best of both worlds - teach to those who want to learn in an environment they want to be in and subjects they want to explore in a way that meets individuals needs.
Sorry...stopping now...just in case you didn't get it - you are a pretty cool human being...like Picasso's mum said to him...If you become a soldier, you'll be a general; if you become a monk, you'll end up as the Pope. He said that he became a painter and wound up as Picasso...similarly you will probabley wind up as Keeley.
What I mean to say was:
i recognise u Keeley!
:-P
thanks for the very long post Roz it was enjoyable reading it and thank you it helped. I do love youth work and you never know i may just become a youth worker as i could always become a teacher later. however i feel a youth worker is kind of a teacher because you have taught be loads of life skills plus it seems an enjoyable job at times.
i recognise you - even when your hair changes colour! unlike mr cotterill who is oblivious to such things?!
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